story continued 3/31/11

Holding their breath, they heard her stop about halfway up. Teasing now over, they made terrified eye contact wondering if they were going to get caught.  

“HURRY UP YOU TWO!” she called. Then the stairs squeaked as she went back down.

Relief palpable, they released their breath. Turning to the side-by-side mirrors, the twin looked themselves over and determined what they needed to do. Jamie began profusely attacking his head again with gel while AJ grabbed a washcloth, ran it under the facet, and scrubbed at the dirt. After getting off the initial layer, AJ rinsed out the washcloth then swiped at her arms and legs and the spots remaining on her face. Jamie had finished with his hair and was watching AJ’s efforts wondering how she had managed to get so muddy.  When AJ was satisfied that she got the majority off, she threw the washcloth into the sink and stormed off in the direction of her bedroom. Out of the corner of his eyes, Jamie saw her leave and, to reciprocate for her scaring him earlier, snagged the bathroom door with his toes to shut it right behind her. It slammed closed with a crack that rattled the old-fashion twin mirrors hanging above the sinks. He paused for a millisecond to check to see if anything had fallen or broken and was relieved when he realized that nothing had. Glancing back in the mirror, he rubbed his head one last time, washed his hands, yanked the door back open, and strode down the hallway towards the stairs.  

AJ paused in the doorway to her bedroom. Dread overwhelming her as she looked at her bed and saw a frilly pink lace-embellished dress lying across the end. Along with the dress, her momma had laid out tights and the shinny white shoes that AJ only wore to church because they pinched her toes. AJ strode up to the bed then stood there glaring at the girly clothing which in AJ’s mind epitomized everything she hated.

story continued 3/24/11

Sighing Nora pulled herself from memories of the past and swept up the last of the dirt.

AJ drug herself up the stairs. Each stair groaned and squealed signaling her slow ascent. She took her time in the stairwell prolonging the moment until she would reach the top step and the inevitable dress her mamma would have laid on her bed. Lining the walls were photos that covered every available space and vied for attention.  The first two were of her grandparents on their wedding days.  

With the exception of her mother’s mother, the black and white photos depicted somber individuals with stern-unsmiling faces. In contrast, the woman flashed a brilliant smiled from beneath her veil. Happiness exuded from her and warmth and love radiated from the photo. AJ stared at the photo for a few moments longer. Dying long before Jamie and she were born, AJ sometimes wished she had known the seemingly carefree woman.

 “ANNA JANYNE STOP WASTING TIME!” her mamma hollered at her from the kitchen. AJ scurried up the remaining steps hoping her mamma wouldn’t hear.

Clearing the last step, AJ took a moment to catch her breath and realized she heard Jamie muttering to himself. Curious, she walked past both her mamma’s room and her room where she was sure the dreadful dress awaited her and flung open the door to the bathroom that she shared with Jamie.

At the sudden interruption, Jamie jumped startled and spun towards the now open doorframe. His little chest rose and fell noticeably under his light blue-buttoned shirt as he tried to regain his breath. Adding to his disheveled appearance was his hair was mussed and spiked in every-which-way giving him the appearance of a hedgehog.  The evidence of his hard work shown throughout the bathroom for there were water droplets everywhere and hair gel dripped from his hands onto the white tile floor.

Shockingly similar blue eyes clashed when Jamie glared at his twin, “I thought you were Momma! Don’t scare me like that!” After a momentary staring-eye contest which neither refused to back down from sheer stubbornness, they called a truce.  Similar in looks, thoughts, and personality it was hard to tell where one ended and the other started.

Laughing and shaking her head over his hair, AJ remarked, “Momma is gonna kill you.”

“I made a deal to wear the clothes if I could do my hair,” Jamie replied smugly reaching for more hair gel.

In shock AJ almost yelled, “AND SHE SAID YES?!”

“Yep.”

“She is gonna be so mad!”

Suddenly they heard the bottom two steps creak and they froze with Jamie’s dripping fingers fuzzing his head and AJ, who had not even made an attempt to scrub off the dirt yet, against the bathroom counter.

story 3/17/11

On a tight schedule, Nora Teller knew she didn’t have all day for AJ to spit it out.  To speed AJ’s confession along she stated, “I don’t have time for this Anna Jayne!”  and began to tap her toe impatiently.

Distracted by the noise, AJ looked down and realized that her mamma wasn’t wearing her well-worn gray sneakers with the blue and red intertwining design along the sides.  When AJ looked farther up and she saw that her mother had also changed from the jeans and sweatshirt she was wearing earlier into a sweater and nice pants. Guilt forgotten AJ squinted up at her mamma and asked curiously, “Why are you all dressed up?”

Nora sighed exasperatedly knowing her daughter’s mind had changed directions and now she wasn’t going to get a straight answer. “People finally moved into the old Mattfeld place and we are going over to meet them.”

“Do I have too?” AJ pleaded. She knew there was no chance of getting out of it, but had to try anyway.

Without even a moment of hesitation, Nora Teller responded in a low commanding tone, “Yes. Now go wash off that dirt and put on the clothes I laid on your bed.”

Dragging her feet, AJ left the kitchen with bits of dirt falling in her wake. With another sigh, her mamma grabbed the broom and began to sweep up the crumbles as she heard her daughter’s heavy footsteps on the stairs. Shaking her head over the mess, Nora wished she didn’t have to be so stern with AJ. Then she chuckled to herself for who was she kidding, Jamie was as bad or even worse than AJ. Looking over at the kitchen bureau at the picture she kept of her deceased husband James, she found herself wondering not for the first time how times might be different if he had not been killed. He looked so proud and young in his formal army uniform. He eyes never belaying the horrors of what he would see and nor the sadness that was caused by his untimely death.

Only Time for Poetry This Week

Greeting Card

Uncontainable

Unimaginable

Unforgettable

Wish you were here…

 Happy

I am Happy

I am the child dancing around the May Pole

Twirling and spinning

Ribbon in hand going around and around

The air is full of daisies and dandelion fluff

The wind catches my hair

Spilling it into my eyes

The sun warms me

Laying in the grass

An old friend from childhood days

Daydreams and memories

Eyes closed I am aware

I am a part of something bigger

Flying

Please God make a bird so I can fly far far away

Give me wings so I can soar

Let me fly south for the winter

Or maybe forever

Give me the ability to leave

To overcome the sadness that consumes me at just the thought

I am not running

This is for me

 High School

By fate and by alphabet

They had class together

As always she sat

In the seat

Right in front of him

Since kindergarten he plagued her

Always unfailing polite

But she felt his eyes

Everyday

Year after year

Always alphabetically seated behind her

Time after time

He tried to work up his courage

To talk about more than the assignment or mundane things

Ignoring him

She flipped and twirled

Her long shinny hair

Passing notes and making eyes

With the boys on the football team

Senor year

Same homeroom

He never had the courage

She never noticed

First Choice

Always running and forever scared

I don’t want to leave

This place of hope

Of security

I thought I finally found home

Family

Leaving would uproot

Every tranquil thought and memory

I have created in this wondrous place

I will not squander this moment

I stand on the precipice

Of my first real choice

Failing

They say failing is not an option

But to fail would mean I tried to do something real

Something important and meaningful

But not succeeded

Failure means

Something I can and will attempt again