The White Elephant
The old gate stands alone
Its dignity encroached on by wayward shrubbery
Cast into an all encompassing shadow
By tree branches intertwining densely above
It is still prestigious
Even in its decrepit state
The gate is a white elephant
The last symbol of the elegance and chivalry of past generations
It is Miss Emily
And above all else
It is the final remnants of Tara
Its decaying wood a statement on society
What it was
And what it never will be again
Its sophistication alluding to its former splendor
Now only the raw bones remain
Showing the devastation of modern society
The old gate stands alone
A glimpse into the grandeur history
Influential
Unattainable
Lost
The Treadmill
You jumped on in front of her
Everyone knowing we weren't allowed
The machine beeped as you pushed it higher
When you tripped
I could do nothing
I was so close
But was still so far away
You crashed into her
Taking her feet out from under her
She flew off
Time suspended as I watched her fly through the wall
I will never forget that sound
I cried so much it saved both of you from getting in trouble
Your welcome
Silence
I’m sorry
I should have given you the choice
I should have given you the choice
Looking back
Its so easy to say
I should have done this
But back then
I knew
I knew
It was right
And that you couldn’t
And shouldn’t have to
Handle my mess
I thought
It was better
To hurt you then
And save you
From a hopeless situation
And an unbearable pain later on
You thought I was heartless
But I was heartbroken
Sick with regret
Guilt stricken
Wanting to explain everything
Answer all your questions
Not doing so almost destroyed me
My silence almost destroyed you
We are alive though your patience
It keeps me going
Knowing that you are still waiting
I really like your poetry. I love the way that you ended "The White Elephant" with, "Influential/Unattainable/Lost." It left me with lingering curiosity and thought about the poem and it definitely resonates.
ReplyDeleteYour poetry is awesome..it is full of so much meaning yet said is few words. I like it a lot
ReplyDeleteI love your poetry weeks. I really do :) It goes along with what Amanda said in her most recent post-- that reading good poetry has an almost euphoric effect. Your poems allow for a lot of guessing and reading into things. They make you think. My own miniature interpretations of them really make your poems hit close to home.
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